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Deep Dive: The Wilder Files Part 1

  • morganjackson1997
  • Mar 2
  • 25 min read

Updated: 34 minutes ago

DISCLAIMER: None of this is AI generated. GIMP was used to compile photos and censor specific details. None of the words between us are falsified or generated. If you want to believe that, you are an individual and may, but it's not the case. Interact with Wilder at your own risk.



Special Thanks to Queency Moberg on Facebook AKA Obsidian Lucienne as of 03/11/2026 for reminding me that there was more to be said. Honestly I had moved on until she messaged me. Thank you for the inspiration and the reminder.



Welcome back Wilder’s truth seekers. After a brief encounter with one of Wilder's current victims, I realized that my previous analysis was all right; it gives you a good idea of who he was online and why you should be staying away from him. However, after she explained to me that he's not the monster I was saying he was, and that I should stop talking this crap about him because he's nice to her, I realized that there is a lot more that I could actually say on the subject.


Especially considering I have 10,000 screenshots of my entire conversation with him over the course of the 2 years he had me under his spell. so here is a deep dive into the absolute manipulator, predator, monster that wilder is and the gullible idiot that I used to be. stay tuned. 


Does that feel like an exaggeration?



I guess it is, a little bit. But this is just me and him talking over Mega, Instagram, Telegram on 2 different profiles, and facebook in a few group chats. I also have screenshots of his previous facebook profile going back to 2013. He pivoted from using Wilder Jason [URL jasonwilderofficial11] to Michael WIlder [michaelwilderofficial11], but its the same person and you can see based on photos and context clues, especially the mask from the movie V For Vendetta. He uses that everywhere. And if he ever sends you voice clips, do compare them. I also have posts from his profiles on IMVU, among other photos he sent me of his surroundings, belongings, etc. Not all of it is relevant, but I have these 9,659 images straight from the horse’s mouth that I will start with, and I will post as much as I see fit.


PREFACE: Before I met him as Wilder


Let me start with a preface. All of this really began back in 2020 with a profile on Facebook named Johnathan Joe Parker. It reached out to me to tell me that Peter Midani was fake. I already knew that, and trolled him until he told me that he was the real Michael and that’s how he knew for sure Peter was fake. At the time, I was one of those poor lost souls that was actually looking for him. I was also trying to uncover why Midani was impersonating Michael which was why I was commenting on his page, which I guess is where I got noticed.


After a mad spiral and wrongdoing on both sides, that man almost drove me to the very bottom emotionally. Embarrassingly enough, he convinced me that I was making “Michael” uncomfortable with my behavior and I couldn’t bare to be seen that way. I did some things. It's less relevant, but I am telling you this to illustrate the vulnerable state that I was in. Looking back, its all incredibly cringeworthy, LMAO.


After the mess with Johnathan Joe Parker, I tried to just stop caring about Michael. I wanted to occupy my time and energy with something else. I found myself worrying anyway, because I was not only very passionate about caring for actual Michael Jackson, but I was still convinced it was him I spoke to despite this vile behavior. Because yes, I went overboard. I was probably mentally 16 where I was convinced I knew what I needed and what I was doing and was overboard gushing feelings that made no sense and resulted in what came across as harassment. Let’s be real, it absolutely was harassment. The cherry on top? I was in an IRL relationship.


I was always open about what I was doing, who I was talking to, how I was feeling, and my husband is a fucking saint for putting up with the mess that I was during this time when he wasn’t even my husband yet and I was emotionally straying about as far as I could get.


Okay, what does this have to do with wilder? Between the Johnathan account and subsequent Instagram accounts I had conversations with following, Wilder mentioned he sometimes used the Facebook account (not the IGs) but sometimes it was someone else. The someone else was some different kid named Stewie who used his dog Magnum to be on twitter and according to another group of exposers, impersonated celebrities often [I am less familiar with him]. The instagram accounts were faced with the dog and run by Stewie. That’s how I know Stewie is for sure connected, and have no idea whether Wilder actually is honestly. But Wilder when I met him as Jason / Vendetta told me did not have the same amount of pets to speak of unlike whoever had dogs, rats, and tons of what have you. Ultimately, he could've been lying, but at the time he had no reason to.


Okay, we’ve talked about the mess I was and the preface to Wilder’s manipulation. Now lets get into Wilder.


My Mission Commandeered


After the mess I told you about, when I realized Michael [the real Michael] was in my heart to stay, I made a facebook page [and a twitter] called YeaMJ’salive. The goal was to go through what actually didn’t add up about Michael’s death, much the way a tabloid artist named “Pearl” does, but all of my information was going to be free of charge permanently, and I wasn’t going to promote anyone as some false Michael the way she does with Peter Midani. That’s how it started, although yes... eventually Wilder stepped in to take the role of promoted false Michael. I can admit my mistakes and it’s important for me to tell you all of what happened, how it happened.


So I made this page and began posting. My main goal, and the namesake, was that yea, MJ may be alive, it’s true that there is much suspicious circumstances there, but he should not come back, we as fans should not be asking him to, and most importantly, we should not be looking for him. He clearly would not want to be found, and projecting his image and legacy onto someone you find on the internet has dangerous implications [ironic, I know. I had Peter Midani in mind during this mindset as I had heard someone committed suicide after seeing Bobby Anderson was not Michael, and neither Pearl nor Bobby have ever taken accountability for that as far as I am aware.] I wanted to help Michael and other Michael fans. This seemed like something I could do with my time that didn’t involve harassing someone that had no interest in talking to me. [which yes, I still thought at this time was Michael.]


I made this page in February of 2022. I started with countering where pearl went wrong, and correcting it from my own understanding of the research I was doing about what happened on 6/25/2009. I went on to talk about what I felt Michael would want. [presumptuous, I know.] To be left alone. For fans to not endanger their lives by entrusting their emotional states to strangers [ironic yes.] For fans to focus on carrying on his legacy by spreading love and healing the planet and each other rather than searching for his current where and whatabouts. These were my messages when it began. Every post I ever made remains on the page, even the stupid ones, for the sake of transparency.


Even with Michael being the focus, I never expected the page to gain any real following, so I was very pleasantly surprised with almost 2k followers. Another, differently problematic character referred to me as “The new death hoax authority” at one point.




And then I got a message from a profile telling me I was doing a great job. A Woman who was from Indonesia with a heavy accent who sent voice notes. I honestly didn’t save my interaction with her to my knowledge, but she told me I was doing well by Michael. Eventually, she introduced me to a telegram user named “Vendetta”. From what I remember, this guy was named Jason, and he was “Michael’s friend”. Virtually some kind of moderator/personality screener/buffer between “Michael” and those he didn’t fully trust.


Here is first contact.



Here I am acting like the fool. asking about the weather, asking about details from the conversation with Parker, none of it made sense to me yet. Either way, I was just making conversation. Supposedly, this is "Jason" the friend and buffer. In reality, I found out much later, both of the users were Wilder himself. In my vulnerable state, I was dumb enough to believe Michael Jackson would eventually see it.


After some time talking with Jason, the manipulation starts. In hindsight, it's very obvious.


Poor soul, everyone is against him, he is being so unhealthy and upset. If you're not someone who already felt for him, surely you will now. He's very private, he has to warm up slowly. The only reason he's so paranoid is because he's in danger you know. Michael was being targeted and hunted by very powerful people. This is the implication.


and in fact, he still apparently begins friendships by crying Poor Me!! based on this interaction from March 1st, 2026:



I don't know how else to say this, I don't care. I don't care how not okay he is anymore. I don't believe a single thing I hear him say or hear about him anymore. I will not be quiet about the manipulation and cruelty for any reason, much less at his own request or that of someone I've just heard from this week that believes he's a good person because he's nice to her. He was nice to me too, until I realized he was manipulating and using me, wreaking havoc on my emotional state and physical relationships while using anything he could get

me to do for him, from creating social media accounts to utilizing photoshop to emotional energy to adoration and flirtatiousness. He will take everything he can get because the people willing to entertain him gets fewer with each relationship he fucks up.

Here he is as Jason telling me that everyone uses him, so he's paranoid, a screenshot from April 13th 2022 [didn't bother editing this one at all.]. Something else he still does: [another screenshot from March of 2026:]




And I believed it too, girl, You're right where I was in 2022. So, where did I end up? Well,



This was the first time I wrote a paragraph. Cheesy, cringey, the only thing I knew to do to attempt to show care. This is how whipped I was. This is an illustration of my state. however, it did not slip past me that there was an odd detail about this screenshot...



The messages are screenshotted from the phone that sent them. "Michael's" response was sent on the phone "Jason" screenshotted, not received. The first, and most glaring hint that Wilder was both of these people. He never addressed it.



Wilder As The Man He Paints Himself To Be




And here's where he began feeding into the "He is Michael Jackson" train of thought. here I am critiquing some people's attitudes, while feeding into a falsehood I was too blind to see yet. That or was just too willing to play along with to maybe find out the root cause in order to help break the pattern. Whichever end goal I felt would come about, I wasn't doing anyone any favors.




And now Jason defers me to "Michael"even though it's been Wilder the whole time and is about to continue to be. After this is when he reached using a storage platform called Mega that also offers chatting.


Still not completely convinced he's playing at the "Michael Jackson" narrative? Here he is sharing "inside knowledge" and discussing Neverland as though directly connected:



Here's one of his telling me about someone appearing in "his music videos, in Childhood"




I told him early on that I was screenshotting everything. Perhaps he took for granted my naivety and timidness. Maturity and growth are a bitch as bad as Karma. I wonder why he calls it conspiracy rather than truth. Why would you need to worry about things being used against you if you weren't being a manipulative asshole?



Good times, I wasn't planning on coming out against him, but again, I was dumb enough at this time to believe he was Michael Jackson rather than some internet predator. Now that I know what he truly is, I feel the need, the responsibility, to provide the warning and information to anyone he may attempt to ensnare in the future.


Okay, so you know how it begins. I've shown that he's definitely playing the "Connected to Michael Jackson" card while playing "Jason". Now onto what actually happened with me.


He reached out first on Mega, then on telegram and then other platforms followed.


This was April 17th, 2022 We're disussing the fact that I already had a large collection of screenshots from the Facebook interaction with Johnathan Joe Parker. I sent him the folder to go through and was still offering care and support any way I could. I was all in. I wasn't thinking. And he thrives on that kind of mindless devotion.



Here we are chatting like goofy ass friends. There's one word I want you to look on this one, "Dealio". He's the only person I've ever seen use that word. Now, here is an account that he told me was "Barry" a jealous double out to destroy his friendships and hand him over to people who want him dead and also kidnapped his girlfriend at one point. I'll get more into that down the line. but look here,




"Barry" admits to having many accounts that he doesn't identify himself on. "Fight with my own self for attention, big dealio." all of these messages are written the way wilder speaks. Not just in his messages but his voice notes too. It's all him "testing" and playing with the people he supposedly cares about.




Here I'm complaining to him playfully about the devastation that the Parker account cause me and he jabs that I'm playing hard to get. He likes being made to chase. Reminds me of something else from that recent conversation...




This chick is literally exactly where I was in 2022, although she has a leg up if she's not buying into his MJ narrative. [Yea, I was typing too fast here my message should say "You can be honest all you* like lmao]



Interesting how this is unfolding where last I heard Dayana was still back as his girl. He always keeps a few on hand.


By April 25th, it starts getting flirtatious.


pretty fast don't you think? or maybe I was just putting out the vibe and he was mirroring. he asked me how I wanted him to act but I told him I didn't want him to put on a show, I wanted him to be honest.


Giving My Time and Talents


Here's a good one. He had me help him email Pearl Jr at one point. And he emailed me from guess what? Michaeljackson@michaeljackson.com. An email you can't send email to without permission. An email featured in Pearl Jrs movies. And Wilder uses it. (I apologize the screenshots are out of order on mobile, but on desktop I did my best to arrange them in sequence.) [If you didn't think the email pearl promoted was spoofed, I hope you're now willing to give it a second thought.]



I'm not sure I have the exact image snippet as I sent in this conversation, but I still have this email. Here is a screenshot I took today of the email from that time ago. It doesn't show the year on my desktop, so for future reference it's the year of our lord 2026 at the time of this writing and screenshot.



I'll give you a little insight into my desktop so you can see when this screenshot was taken. The timestamps on the email are there from the original interaction. Still trying to say you're not playing Michael Jackson, Wilder?


You may recognize this email. I posted it on "YeaMJsAlive" when this went down.


(I thought I had a screenshot from when I posted it, but I can't currently find that, so here is a screenshot from today, as I said all of my posts are remaining up for the sake of transparency.)



The bit about Pearl Jr still stands, she doesn't want to turn to truth that disrupts her narrative because her entire career about the Michael Jackson death hoax will crumble from beneath her. However, she was correct not to entertain the dunce that I was entertaining. Regardless.



Here are my receipts from the creation of "Alfred Jones" which I found with a couple of other usernames I forgot to mention in affiliation with Wilder: Jones Black and Phil Diamond.

Eventually, Phil Diamond became Sapphire Jackson and I remember that now because Phil had the sapphire cover photo.



Stolen Adoration


Anyhow, as it progressed, there were multiple instances where I would say he was absolutely leading me on (pretending to be Michael Jackson aside). Now, I'm aware that misunderstandings exist, but I told him repeatedly that my adoration was never in expectation of any kind of reciprocation. So I would write him messages like this.


cringe LMAO



You read that right, by this time my husband was my husband. And here I was writing essays to a stranger. My husband deserves a Nobel Prize.






HAHAHAHAHAHA *gag*

Of course if he had ever once actively said, no I'm not going to ever entertain you in that sort of relationship kind of way, or listen I found someone I like better and changed my mind, obviously that would have been a clear signal. At any point he could have asked me to stop flirting and to stop pouring my heart into these messages and that would have been fine. I still would have stayed his casual friend at the time because that was all I wanted. I wanted to know my place in his life and I wanted to be where he needed me basically. I would have continued making him social medias and photoshops.


But did he ever say that? No, instead he sent messages like this


SAY IT LOUD, SAY IT PROUD, SWEETIE.



sent me pictures like this.


(MusicMan17 was a wattpad Username)


And don't forget




Yea, that's exactly what it looks like. Hard to read? Yea, it is. Here's a better view.


Do you send this to someone you're not planning on entertaining? Idk man. I wouldn't.



Pulled me into personal chatrooms while in other group chats so we could plot and be more playful and deeply flirtatious, because he asked me to not tell anyone else. I wonder why.




 So is it any surprise dumbass younger me, gullible as I already was entertaining this asshole, believed that he was actively interested in at least some type of way? I don't think so. [by the way you can judge past me hella hard for this. I know I fucking do. what an idiot, huh?]


It got to a point where I physically sent him some stuff. Shipping to the address he gave me was over $100. No, that's not his fault per se. I did it because I wanted to. But, he knew what he was doing.
































Here's the bracelet I made him that I don't remember if i sent it. But that necklace, I bought for him. The other half? Still here at home.




Me, my phone, and the half of the necklace that I kept. Eventually he stopped wearing it, saying that he showered with it on and it rusted. Shows how much thought and care he had for it.


Here he is thanking me for everything I sent him. I guess i sent him headphone. I also handwrote him a card along the lines of "Thank you for being in my life and allowing me to be part of yours." It was written on stationary Thank You wedding gift cards. LOL.



thank you for your gifts.WIlder-Audio


Anyway, around mid-may, he started asking me about this woman.





























That's right, Dayana.... Not only did I play mediator during your guys' fights all the time but I was also an informant to the start of y'alls relationship. He was telling me everything, until he wasn't.


If she wasn't flirting, why are you telling her to behave?? Quite the backpedal here in an attempt to keep me oblivious, instead of just you know, being honest. Because what if I stopped?



Then Dayana started posting intimate type of images on VK, the kind of stuff I'd been told to keep private and secret. I flipped out on her in a panic, I was worried on his behalf after he fed me all that crap about being paranoid about judgement and safety. He got pissy with me telling me she had permission to post it.


Before long, it was clear that all the conversation we'd been having about his interest in entertaining me as a sub [ew I know] meant nothing, and he had passed over me in spite of it for her. Hurt and confused, as he could have at any point just fucking told me he was changing his mind about it, I distanced. But I wasn't any better emotionally. I still believed he was Michael and still didn't know how to stop caring, so it just kept weighing on me emotionally.


As I still wanted to offer some kind of help and care, I ended up creating a profile named Alfred Jones for Dayana to use. I made photos to post to it. I gave him the login. He gave it to her. I'm pretty sure for a while they both used it.




At this point, I was part mediator part informant. For some reason it never occurred to me what a violation this was of this woman's privacy.


They would fight all the time. he would come to me crying that he fucked it up and she was mad at him. I would talk him through it. sometimes I would talk her through some things.



That was a gif of someone banging their head. He'd come to me like this and I'd pull over if I was driving, get up if I was asleep [I don't wake up before 9AM usually], I was always ready to jump into response mode.


All the while thinking, why the fuck are you putting up with this? I wouldn't treat you like this. You've told me about how you are so I wouldn't be hurt by your actions. Why did you pass me up? I was still completely lost in his sauce. And I wouldn't have treated him like that. honestly, if he had chosen to take full advantage of the mindless devotion I was offering him, he probably would have ended up with a nice mindlessly devoted little slave because I had no boundaries or sense of self preservation about it. I was crazy and something divine was protecting me, I believe. But it was up to me to start using my fucking brain.


As it was, I didn't.


Side note, we talked about Jazz, she knows who she is, a LOT. He called her all kinds of not so nice things, and backchatted her to me constantly. [I didn't like her either, so I didn't bat an eye even though I should have.]


I have lots of this. I put a few in my last post as an author's note because she's in his comment section now, but there is plenty more where that came from. She should come get it. Really strange to me though how he's allowing her in his proximity now after saying she was not only insane but a danger to him. My vote is he's running out of options. What do you think?



Okay,  Let me get back in the timeline here.


Here we are in process of making the video I posted on YeaMJsAlive.


Yep, I did the overlay for this as well. He had Dayana post it too.




You heard it here first, anyone who doesn't believe it's Michael [Jackson] is a dumb bi[a]tch.


It's Michael all right, Michael Wilder. I can't even bring myself to call him that first name, even though Michael is such a common name, simply because of the way he abused it. I'd sooner call him Potatohead. Asshole. Dingbat. Dipshit. Dunce. Dumbass. Actually, that last one is past me. I have used the rest of these referring to him IRL already.


As you see here, we are into October.


Here's the admission, Vendetta, AKA Jason, was him all along




Here is another indication that all the Barry accounts are his. Because if you talk to "Barry", he knows. Not only that, he has the receipts. Why? You were talking to him the whole time,



"Idk when this was" bro the timestamps are in front of your face.

Also, "I am skel jack"

Skeleton Jack was an MJ themed page posting old footage. Wilder told me it wasn't his. wonder why. [not really]


here I am still writing him books.





























Clearly, I am drowning. I wonder when he was official with Dayana compared to this. November 7th, 2022. He was still thriving off of stolen words, love and adoration meant for someone else. This guy probably wasn't even alive in 1976.



Admission, while dodging and trying to keep me pacified. And I was. As I said, I wanted to be where he needed me but he just never fucking told me where that was. He still wanted me to be flirtatious and adoring, even after telling me, finally, that he had shelved me for her.




"yea I'm with her now but don't be jealous, I'll still teach you things and stuff." huh??

And at this point I know he's a liar. Oh but, you know, he cant' have me getting sus.

He DEFINITELY can't have me changing my mind about being around.


So here I am still being a sap. And here he is blaming black magic and "Being himself" to excuse toxic behavior, dodge accountability and cry victim to keep dumbasses like me feeling sympathy empathy and love.


And he's gotta keep me interested, so 2 pages later





lol. LOL. LMFAO. Lost in the sauce this timing was not seen at all as conspicuous.

I thought nothing but OMG Pics. HAHAHAHAHAHA.





There it is. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.



More bashing Jazz saga, anyone?


Sorry girlie but you should know who you're entertaining just as much as anyone else. Especially knowing you the way I do. I'm not "Pretending to know you when I don't" bitch we talked in depth about everything in life for almost a year at least.



Back to main story.




I never found out if anything came of this. Weird to tell me to hush while it was on his public profile description.



Eventually, he and Dayana supposedly parted ways. But honestly, they were breaking up and getting back together every other day it seemed for a while. Dayana didn't like how far he went when playing in BDSM. He told me multiple times, that "Barry" had kidnapped her. I was always so horrified when he never called authorities, because she got away so was fine, no real harm. are you serious?



Not just her but her 14 y/o DAUGHTER? And this is supposedly some secondary stranger and she's letting it fly? What mother wouldn't immediately call every law officer, strong friend, and guard dog and launch a fucking manhunt on someone who messes with their daughter?? especially if they're supposedly near you stalking you and therefore easy to stakeout and find and ambush??


regardless, who allows a grown ass sexual partner to involve their child in ANYTHING? Dayana FFS RUN. unless your child is also a lie.



I never saw where this was posted, but here he is giving Dayana audio and having her promote him as Michael, trying to excuse the fact that his voice is nothing like Michael's the same way he had me do.



I have this in a folder as a bunch of clips, with no audio attached.

And then the final interview, so here it is.



So Dayana either was as misled as I was, or, especially now, she is actively complicit. Unlike someone else I will talk about later.


Ah, and here he is giving me an email to direct all Michael questions to. This man was playing Michael as long and hard as possible.







Feel free to flood it with spam. I'm sure he has plenty.



What the fucked up kinda shit is this?


And me? Offering to take on the harassment. Because all I want even at this point is to fucking help and if he doesn't want me maybe I can make these creeps he keeps talking about stop bothering the one he does want. Do I know what I'm getting into? no. Do I care? no. I want to fight for someone I care about and that is all I am thinking here. Thinking I'll just learn to fight on the fly. Stupid and fucking dangerous if any of what he said about what was happening was true. But hey, I also had a support system that she apparently didn't.


Absolutely deranged behavior. On both sides lets be real, but let's name the problem for what it is. The manipulation and grooming of some guy on the internet of some girl who would fight hell like Dante in Dante's Inferno for actual Michael Jackson. And honestly? For anyone she cares about. She cares wrecklessly and fearlessly. And I will keep her alive, but with some common sense and self-preservation boundaries in place from here on out.


Enough third person. That is who I am. If you are genuinely my friend and I come to care about you, I will walk into to hell to pull you out, plain and simple. You show me that our friendship is based on manipulation so you can just use me, and my care dies. That quickly. it's gone. There is nothing you could say or do to get any of it back. So no, QUEENCY, I don't give 2 fucks if he's not okay with this. Or whatever he's not okay about. I'm sure whatever he's facing, it's fucking karma. And I don't mind adding to Karma's arsenal.


*clears throat* So, where were we?


January 2023.


Still asking me to make him accounts. More usernames he likes. And this is for good measure.




As you will.



Seriously, it was nonstop about Barry attacking Dayana. And he did NOTHING.




I guess he got a hit put on him (and Dayana?), wonder what ever happened with that.




Was he playing cards against humanity to figure out what to tell me next to see what I'd believe??


Seriously I must have glossed over 90% of anything I couldn't immediately do anything to physically help with because what even is this? I took these screenshots and I don't even have memories of these parts. LMAO but that's why I was screenshotting.


Okay. I think I've shown quite a bit of how he acts when he's trying to be nice and keep you on a leash. He's nice to you until he's not. Then he is, when he wants something out of you.


So I distanced myself from him the first time in april of 2023. He had been official with Dayana for some itme, but Dayana and I had shared a video call with him, we talked to each other, I was rather certain that especially as his girl they both were well aware of me, how I felt, and where I stood, etc. So when she asked me about my feelings or whatever, I don't remember the conversation exactly [feel free to contirubute it if you got it Dayana.] But I told her that I cared about him even though he had shelved me, and when she asked if he had ever spoken to me sexually, I was honest with her becuase I felt like I should be. I hadn't thought anything of it as he obviously had made his final choice despite keeping me on a hook, or something like that. it's fuzzy for me by now. I should have screenshotted with her.


Anyway, he must've been keeping her far more in the dark about me than he was with me about her, which I had no way of knowing. Anyway, it blew up. And here it is.


When you say it clearly. like this. (who is nobody? Not 'you'... nobody.) This was the first itme he ever fucking said anything of the sort. I could have stopped a long ass time ago. What I was doing was literally just the usual at that point. What other message was I getting from what I was being told and sent?




Poor you!! Poor you!!! I was only there to ruin your relationship, I never did anything for you! wait... scroll up Jackass. (or as my husband calls you, Jack Hoff.)



At this point, I'm talking to her and he's BLOWING me up. "SHE BROKE UP WITH ME" okay then, mybe if I explain to her everything by starting from the beginning she'll see that you just never fucking told me when to stop and that now I know it won't happen again. So I told her why I was flirting in the first place. I told her that we had been discussing bdsm and that I thought for a while he was going to pick me up before he shelved me for her.


Where among the shower pics and the bdsm and the "I like you"s and "love you toos" did you tell me in plain english that you never wanted anything from me? take some goddamn accountability. I read and reciprocate what I'm given, and what gets a positive response.


I never said that he fucked me, he didn't, so I'm not sure what what she was telling him, but there was a language/translation barrier between her speaking spanish and me speaking english, so maybe some of it got mistranslated. Regardless, I was telling her everything that happened and why, why I'd mistakenly believed it was okay for me to be flirty [I don't even remember exactly what I said that triggered this. something horny, I guess lol. Dayana if you screenshotted it send it to me, and I will expose myself lmao] so that I could say I was sorry and gone. I was done dealing with half-assed information and relationship drama caused by him keeping me in the damn dark and only being clear AFTER a line was crossed and only because a line was crossed. He was desperate it seems to keep his hoes separate so they could never realize he wasn't exclusive with them.


I told her this because I wanted to be honest with her. I didn't say anything that didn't happen, even though he came up with some things that made me wonder if it was mistranslated or misinterpretted. But she deserved better than half-assed information too. Did she know about Minnie? Was Minnie (The alleged Wife) a lie?


I can't help but notice he doesn't even say I didn't want you.

I didn't want you to keep flirting.

I didn't want a relationship with you.


He says I wanted nothing from nobody.

Nothing from anyone. He can't even say to my face that the problem was me believing he wanted me. No, my problem was that I was telling her about it. Who knows how many others he had a string just like me?


Offering all of my care to be where he wanted me, only to be kept in the dark and never told where that was, and be snapped at when my interpetation failed and caused issues, while being used for what I could offer and shelved like an object, eventually broke me, even as I was. I was no longer in a place to blame myself for what he was doing, and This was my first goodbye.


I never told you about Regina. She was the first woman he had me break up with FOR him, eg send her the messages form him. He never really blocked her because he continued telling me he hear from her and laughed at her. But Regina was the one he left for Dayana, when I thought he was going to shift to me.


He told me a lot about how regina wanted fucks and all that but cared nothing for his feelings. Would up and leave when he needed her to go out or go shopping or whatever. He complained about her a LOT that he needed better and I was always assuring him he deserved better. Regina showed Dayana things to hurt her. Regina was jealous and trying to destroy him. (knowing what I know now, I wonder.) Me? I was hurt but I wanted to get out of his way. I was confused and frustrated so I vented and they were never going to hear from me again. If their relationship was built on a solid foundation of trust, care, emotional support and COMMUNICATION, I shouldn't have been able to blow it up. it wasn't the goal. But he never is honest with you. With anyone.


And you do any such thing like flirt too hard in front of his current girl [in spite of never being told to stop when they were official or even when they actually were official], and you never cared about him. Nothing you ever did for him matters any such way. You were only there for a fuck. That you weren't even getting. make it make sense.



After this I uploaded a 4k folder to the Mega account just like I gave him the Johnathan Joe Parker sceenshots. Believe it or not, I either still thought he was Michael or still cared enough to respect and not put him on blast out of jealousy to ruin him. And at the time, I meant it. Even now, this isn't jealousy. It's "holy shit that's a predator run for your life."


It's exposing fraudulence, grooming, manipulation, and cruelty.


So this is My story. This web page is lagging like hell as I type and I think it's too long, so this is Part 1. This is how he plays Michael and toys with fans dumb enough to believe he's Michael. This is how he treats people who want to be his friend, or whatever exactly he needs. How does he act in actual relationships? Who better to speak on that than someone who actually was in one with him?


Stay tuned for Part 2, Athena's time dealing with him and the new insights that arose from it.


Part 1 Finished and Published 3/10/2026. Subject to edits. Please point out typos so I can fix them LOL.


 
 
 

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